It’s been a minute, I know. Having a creative mind is a bit challenging at times. It’s hard to focus when your heart isn’t into it at the time or focused on something else. I’m still here. I have said this so many times: we are all a culmination of the people we interact with,…

“No matter how hard the past, you can always begin again.” — Buddha Year after year I always say “the best is yet to come” only this year…I am about to walk into the greatest year of my life.  As we embark on a new year, maybe it’s not so much about figuring out what…

I think I’ve watched the movie “Brittany runs a Marathon” at least 200 times. Who writes a blog about getting their shit together, while steadily gaining weight? Me. You’re welcome. It’s been a little bit since I’ve checked in. Present day, I’m standing at the starting line with my heart beating out of my chest…

We needed a break – I needed a break (just a quick one) from the everyday. It’s so silly, yet not. I blame myself for fucking up whatever it was I had in front of me for a short time. I know objectively that if it wasn’t right, it just wasn’t right – but still….

Dating 2020 – caution: not for the easily offended! For those of you who do not know me well, or don’t read my blog, I write exactly how I talk. This is mostly for your entertainment, somewhat true – which parts, I won’t reveal 藍 As I begin my 39th year – (single) I’d like…

The belief that something better lies ahead It’s another Thursday night – alone. It felt a lot different a few months ago. If you haven’t, read it here: And while you’re at it… https://myinnerstruggle.com/solitude-part-2-gratitude-and-love/ I think at some point in your life you have an expectation of where you should be when. There is no…

I live my life in abundant love Living my life every day with intention; with as much passion and love as possible – because life is too short for anything else. I’m a total sucker for a sunset – and that magical hour before. Talk about being centered. I’m grateful to live where I do,…

Guided meditation has been one of those tools I’ve learned along the way and has helped me tremendously along with a few others. I wouldn’t be where I am today without all those tools. When faced with a large decision, how do you know when you’re pushing too hard? Are you…”it’ll all workout the way…

This wasn’t the greatest week. Still trying to find the lesson in all of it. We all carry around our little suitcase full of stuff. What if we slowly started unpacking all around us? I’d really like to find someone I can unpack a little, and get comfortable with. I had a taste of something…