My Inner Struggle

  Remember when Dharma from Dharma and Greg ran into their room and dove into their bed on clean sheet day – that’s EXACTLY how I feel on a Sunday evening. And I’m sitting here writing to you and putting this blog together from my freshly laundered oasis! Ah…bliss! Here we are another new month,…

The relationship you have with your mother sets the foundation of your relationship with yourself, hence all relationships in your life; and mine was a weird one.   I’ve seen so much chatter in the last few days about Mother’s Day – and it’s a wide range of opinions. From the gushy social media posts…

It’s been a minute, I know. Having a creative mind is a bit challenging at times. It’s hard to focus when your heart isn’t into it at the time or focused on something else. I’m still here. I have said this so many times: we are all a culmination of the people we interact with,…

My deepest mission is to love.         In my last blog, a year ago – I talked about living your truth. I just spent three years by myself, on a quest for self-discovery and healing, and I have some hard truths to conquer, even still.   I sit here with the same…

“No matter how hard the past, you can always begin again.” — Buddha Year after year I always say “the best is yet to come” only this year…I am about to walk into the greatest year of my life.  As we embark on a new year, maybe it’s not so much about figuring out what…

I think I’ve watched the movie “Brittany runs a Marathon” at least 200 times. Who writes a blog about getting their shit together, while steadily gaining weight? Me. You’re welcome. It’s been a little bit since I’ve checked in. Present day, I’m standing at the starting line with my heart beating out of my chest…

We needed a break – I needed a break (just a quick one) from the everyday. It’s so silly, yet not. I blame myself for fucking up whatever it was I had in front of me for a short time. I know objectively that if it wasn’t right, it just wasn’t right – but still….

Dating 2020 – caution: not for the easily offended! For those of you who do not know me well, or don’t read my blog, I write exactly how I talk. This is mostly for your entertainment, somewhat true – which parts, I won’t reveal 藍 As I begin my 39th year – (single) I’d like…

The belief that something better lies ahead It’s another Thursday night – alone. It felt a lot different a few months ago. If you haven’t, read it here: And while you’re at it… https://myinnerstruggle.com/solitude-part-2-gratitude-and-love/ I think at some point in your life you have an expectation of where you should be when. There is no…

I live my life in abundant love Living my life every day with intention; with as much passion and love as possible – because life is too short for anything else. I’m a total sucker for a sunset – and that magical hour before. Talk about being centered. I’m grateful to live where I do,…