My Inner Struggle

The relationship you have with your mother sets the foundation of your relationship with yourself, hence all relationships in your life; and mine was a weird one.   I’ve seen so much chatter in the last few days about Mother’s Day – and it’s a wide range of opinions. From the gushy social media posts…

It’s been a minute, I know. Having a creative mind is a bit challenging at times. It’s hard to focus when your heart isn’t into it at the time or focused on something else. I’m still here. I have said this so many times: we are all a culmination of the people we interact with,…

My deepest mission is to love.         In my last blog, a year ago – I talked about living your truth. I just spent three years by myself, on a quest for self-discovery and healing, and I have some hard truths to conquer, even still.   I sit here with the same…

“No matter how hard the past, you can always begin again.” — Buddha Year after year I always say “the best is yet to come” only this year…I am about to walk into the greatest year of my life.  As we embark on a new year, maybe it’s not so much about figuring out what…

I think I’ve watched the movie “Brittany runs a Marathon” at least 200 times. Who writes a blog about getting their shit together, while steadily gaining weight? Me. You’re welcome. It’s been a little bit since I’ve checked in. Present day, I’m standing at the starting line with my heart beating out of my chest…

We needed a break – I needed a break (just a quick one) from the everyday. It’s so silly, yet not. I blame myself for fucking up whatever it was I had in front of me for a short time. I know objectively that if it wasn’t right, it just wasn’t right – but still….

Dating 2020 – caution: not for the easily offended! For those of you who do not know me well, or don’t read my blog, I write exactly how I talk. This is mostly for your entertainment, somewhat true – which parts, I won’t reveal 藍 As I begin my 39th year – (single) I’d like…

The belief that something better lies ahead It’s another Thursday night – alone. It felt a lot different a few months ago. If you haven’t, read it here: And while you’re at it… https://myinnerstruggle.com/solitude-part-2-gratitude-and-love/ I think at some point in your life you have an expectation of where you should be when. There is no…

I live my life in abundant love Living my life every day with intention; with as much passion and love as possible – because life is too short for anything else. I’m a total sucker for a sunset – and that magical hour before. Talk about being centered. I’m grateful to live where I do,…

Guided meditation has been one of those tools I’ve learned along the way and has helped me tremendously along with a few others. I wouldn’t be where I am today without all those tools. When faced with a large decision, how do you know when you’re pushing too hard? Are you…”it’ll all workout the way…