Archives for 2020

We needed a break – I needed a break (just a quick one) from the everyday. It’s so silly, yet not. I blame myself for fucking up whatever it was I had in front of me for a short time. I know objectively that if it wasn’t right, it just wasn’t right – but still….

Dating 2020 – caution: not for the easily offended! For those of you who do not know me well, or don’t read my blog, I write exactly how I talk. This is mostly for your entertainment, somewhat true – which parts, I won’t reveal 藍 As I begin my 39th year – (single) I’d like…

The belief that something better lies ahead It’s another Thursday night – alone. It felt a lot different a few months ago. If you haven’t, read it here: And while you’re at it… https://myinnerstruggle.com/solitude-part-2-gratitude-and-love/ I think at some point in your life you have an expectation of where you should be when. There is no…

I live my life in abundant love Living my life every day with intention; with as much passion and love as possible – because life is too short for anything else. I’m a total sucker for a sunset – and that magical hour before. Talk about being centered. I’m grateful to live where I do,…

Guided meditation has been one of those tools I’ve learned along the way and has helped me tremendously along with a few others. I wouldn’t be where I am today without all those tools. When faced with a large decision, how do you know when you’re pushing too hard? Are you…”it’ll all workout the way…

This wasn’t the greatest week. Still trying to find the lesson in all of it. We all carry around our little suitcase full of stuff. What if we slowly started unpacking all around us? I’d really like to find someone I can unpack a little, and get comfortable with. I had a taste of something…

I live my life in abundant love. It’s funny, sometimes I really struggle to put words down, and sometimes it begins to flow and there’s no stopping me. This happens to be one of those weekends. I love it. It’s Saturday morning and I’ve been up for hours – how did I arrive at Saturday…

I have to reset and find that balance I worked so hard to achieve. I’m in a new season. I’m doing things I’ve always dreamed of, both professionally and personally. I’ve been working on things that at times seem unsurmountable, but everyday I wake up and start all over. Working tirelessly because I believe in…

What is it I’m doing at 9:30 on a Thursday night you asked? Why, I’m vacuuming my couch of course. As we embark on this uncharted territory of parenthood in a situation that was probably the farthest from our minds. I have three kids, in three different schools, with three different learning schedules. A mix…

Where there is love, there’s always hope. Why today? This is a bunch of random thoughts on any given day in the last week or two. All true, in the moment. Like, what is it about today? It’s another Monday, what’s the reason for waking up today and all day long I feel like I’m…